for L. E.
1 The Passage
Your body
is the dream catcher
Generations
dream and wait
in it
They pass
through your heart
to find their beginning
I have discovered
these words there,
and a witness,
and silence
2 Truth
Am I to be torn from where
I am?
Am I to accompany you
to a New World
always just out of reach?
Am I to make up stories?
Am I to bring everything
with me there,
or am I to leave it behind?
4
Mutiny on the Middle Passage
Roll out the charts upon
the captain’s table,
hold down the corners with
belovèd souvenirs
Lean into me, I will be your
ocean
We’ve sailed far out beyond
familiar parts,
far too far from home, too
far
from customary ways and
clan
Green wood and clay and
uncut stone,
kalimba and drum; a
necklace, and a talisman—
place them on this table
so we can plot our course
Lean into me, I will be your
ocean
. . . and know that
. . .
There are no marks of rock
or reef or land, no sign of other masts
The signless papers on the
table blank, the signless ocean vast
Reach out beyond this surface
with your free hands
(too deep to sound or swim,
too wide to know)
Reach into my radiance,
I will be your ocean . . .
8
Song of The Meeting
He lay inside me breathing.
My breath is
his breath is
my breath
Is his breath is
his breath
is my breath is
his breath
is
my breath
is my breath is
his breath
is my breath is
my breath is
his breath
His breath is
breath is
his breath is breath his
is
is
is
breath
I breathe his breath
beneath inside above around
is his breath is his breath
is his breath is my breath
Breathing
is
is
is.
He lies down beside me
breathing.
I am right here.
You lie down beside me
I am here
I am breathing
I am
breathing I
am
10 Calypso
Fancy papers on the wind,
streamers of grass
cloud map, less than membrane
gift wrap the storm. No one
knows where or how.
The oilskin poncho is
flotsam in the dark harbor,
the rope once strong speaks
of the past, breaks
between a child’s fingers
and the sails
that
were once
filled
with . . .
EVERYTHING!
Leaning into it, leaning
into it
to salvage something from
the wind
a continent perhaps, an entire world.
And the trade winds that
bring us, the winds that
breathe us—
Breathe me now!
Oh, breathe me now!
I have not finished being
silent with you.
But the green world is
green, green, green and gold.
And your body is gold like
the sun.
And I will sing awhile
and sway like a palm in the
wind
and remember
EVERYTHING!
© Caitríona Reed May, 2001