This essay was
originally published in For A Future To Be Possible. Parallax Press. 1993
When we seek to attain freedom in our lives we often think about freedom
from rather than freedom to. The idea of freedom has been something of
a cultural obsession in America. We talk of political freedom, economic
freedom, religious freedom, freedom of speech... In trying so hard to
attain freedom, however, our focus has usually been on what we imagined
was restricting us. We don't really have a vision of what freedom actually
looks like. We assume that getting what we want, and getting rid of what
we don't want, will make us happy. We contrive to remove whatever we think
is standing in our way. That we do this without considering the consequences
of our actions is borne out by the reports we see in the news every day.
Is there no end to our greed? Is there no end to our appalling capacity
to cause suffering to others to get what we want? It's as though we're
still in some collective state of adolescent rebellion. We take up arms,
kill, commit rape, destroy species, entire forests, an entire world -
rather than listen. Meanwhile, from all around come the words, like an
invocation, "It's a free county, I can do what I want!"
It's not surprising that when we first come across the Precepts, we see
them as limitations. If freedom means doing what we want, then the Precepts
are most certainly going to cramp our style.
We have become hyper-sensitive to anything that threatens to restrict
our freedom. The Ten Commandments is a gift, we are told, from a wrathful
God who will tolerate no argument. The rigidity of hierarchical patterns
of thought and institutionalized authoritarianism is the continuing legacy
of that gift. The shadow which marches with us is the fulfillment of our
longing to be rid of it. In the process of trying to find freedom by doing
what we want we are in danger of loosing everything. To paraphrase the
Buddha, "If you think that you will find happiness by getting what you
want you're crazy. You've been doing that all your life and it has never
worked."How then can we find a Middle Way between indulgence and restraint?
For a long time, during retreats, we have discussed the Precepts as a
way to make a commitment to cultivate certain positive qualities. Instead
of, "Panatipata Veramani Sikkhapadam Samadiyami," "I undertake to abstain
from taking life," we can say, "I undertake to cultivate boundless compassion
towards all beings. This instantly broadens their application and deepens
their meaning. Not only is the Precept now accessible, but no one can
sensibly argue with it.
What a continuing delight it is, then, to hear and learn from Thich Nhat
Hanh's new version of the Five Precepts. "Aware of the suffering caused
by the destruction of life I vow to cultivate compassion . . . I am determined
not to kill, not to let others kill . . .
Instead of, "I undertake the practice to refrain from stealing," Thây
says, "I vow to practice generosity." Instead of, "I undertake the practice
of refraining from sexual misconduct," he says, "I vow to cultivate responsibility."
Instead of, "I undertake the practice of refraining from lying," "I vow
to cultivate loving speech and deep listening." Instead of, "I undertake
the practice of refraining from using intoxicants," "I vow to ingest only
items that preserve peace, well-being and joy."
In the large collection of Mahayana writings called the Hua Yen Sutra
(the Flower Ornament Sutra) are innumerable expressions of how the entire
cosmos interconnects and interpenetrates. One of the ten expressions of
interpenetration described there is that all Dharma, all teachings, interpenetrate
with all other teachings.
How simple, how obvious, that the Precepts, the guidelines given to us
for living a joyful life, are also an expression of, a doorway into, what
is perhaps the deepest expression of the Dharma - Mutual Causality, Interbeing,
the infinite causal relations between all things.
"Aware of the suffering caused by exploitation, greed, social-injustice
stealing and oppression, I vow to cultivate loving-kindness and learn
to work for the well being of people animals and plants..." Because of
this, this is. Because I have awareness of certain realities, I cannot
but respond in particular ways.
The Precepts are not just a set of rules. They are an invitation to open
up to the promise of who we truly are. The negative, the rule of restraint,
takes away from the recognition of our own power to grow. We can heal
the wounds of a Puritan tradition. We can undertake the Precepts as practice
towards something new and wonderful, rather than as a movement away from
something we want to avoid, something we may even empower by our denial
of it.
The Precepts are even more than that. They are a way we can define our
relationships in the world. We learn to understand responsibility not
as duty but as the simple fact of causality. They are an expression of
the whole Dharma. Not only is the teaching of Mutual Causality present
in the Precepts but also the teaching of the Four Noble Truths and the
Eightfold Path.
As we learn to understand the Precepts, we come to see them as having
many meanings. They are an expression of the many facets of the Dharma.
They are also a way to move beyond negativity toward the fulfillment of
our practice. They are also voluntary restraints we can take on for ourselves.
The word Precept actually comes from roots which mean a notice of warning.
When you see a sign which says, "Danger, don't go here, high voltage,"
you don't ignore it. You don't say that it is negative. You pay attention.
The precepts are also like that. Don't kill, it's not worth it, don't
do it, there are consequences... We come full circle, not back to the
Precepts as negatives, but to the simplicity of an undertaking to simply
practice. When the bell sounds we bow. In the same way, we undertake to
cause no harm, to steal nothing.
There is another wonderful aspect to the Precepts. They are impossible
to actually keep! To refrain from harming others? What a profound practice!
We receive the Five Precepts knowing that by doing so we are opening up
to our own failure. We cannot fix the world, we cannot even fix our own
life. By accepting failure we express our willingness to begin again,
time after time. By recognizing failure we change, renew, adapt, listen
and grow. It is only by practicing without expectation of success that
we can ever truly open to the world, to suffering and to joy. What extraordinary
courage there is in risking losing what you know, for the sake of the
unknown; risking what you think you are capable of for the sake of your
true capability! What profound freedom - not having to get it right all
the time, not having to live for the sake of appearance! By opening to
our own failure, we open to the magnificence of the unknown, participating
unconditionally, renewing our life.
Truly, the Precepts contain the whole of the Dharma.
Copyright (c) Caitríona Reed.
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